Fuck

Today, 1st time i try 2 smoke, for my buddies...
but they dun believe me....
said i smoke because of gal...
frankly, i was...just for tat 0.1 sec...
only got 30%....
cause u r not so important to me since u dun even wanna pick up my call or even reply my msg...
i already put myself until so down....
as my buddies said...
never give my truth heart even i m so sure how u r....
somehow, smoking is really doesn't suit to me...
is really fucking smelly...
but they told me smoking is good,
it only hurt your lungs but not your heart....
Damn it, i really dunnoe how 2 smoke.....
Sorry tat i cant smoke wif u all....
i think d beer is my best frenz.....
next time.....dun even ever so easily fucking trust a gal....
not i m lonely, but is u wanna find a person  to talk to u oni....
unfortunately, i m d fucking unlucky person who walked into ur trap.....

i think tis song is suitable for my feelings nw....