sibeh dulan

突然觉得很堵懒，
因为听到有些人的行为，
真是干，干，干，干自私的咯~~~
做么会有这样的人，
大家都做同样的东西，
又不甘愿与别人分享，
收住有宝啊~~~
草泥马的，自己不愿分享还好意思去问别人，
真是无言~~~
你们的人生真是可悲，
没想到能跟你们做朋友，
我想我更可悲咯~~~
干，干，干~~~
其娘之，又浪费老子的时间，
还没有做到我的功课，
草枝摆~~~ 凸=.=凸

myself

我不敢说我是个好人，
也不敢说我是个大方的人，
但我知道我不是每件事都爱计较，
你给我方便，我也会给你方便，
我给你随便，你当大便，你就给我小心，
有事叫我帮忙， 我一定尽力帮到底，
即使你我只不过刚认识，
因为我认为你我能认识是一种缘分，
因为我认为永远让别人欠我人情，
总好过我欠别人人情，
这是我做人的观点，
我也不会向别人讨回欠我的人情，
因为我还蛮健忘的。。。
哈哈。。。所以我想我还不算是个很差的烂人吧，
只是比较怪懒，出口成脏，很爱讲鸟话。。。
应该就这些罢了咯~~~XD

new semester

开学一个星期，看到上次的成绩，有点心灰。。。
毕竟已经很努力了，却考不到我想要的成绩，
这个学期应该会被折磨到很惨吧。。。
假期发生了一些不愉快的事，
让我都没有好好休息到。。。
现在还好，有你跟我聊天，
我会尽量的不再越过那条线，
这个学期有好多好多事要做啊~~~
希望都能做到吧~~~

Sem break

一回来，就中老妈骂，因为太迟开车回来，
回来后又发现到一个朋友跟他的女朋友分手了，
竟然在fb上喊话，看到我真的无言，
我只能告诉，凡事留一手，以后还是朋友，
男孩子要大方一点，要有担当，要有气魄，才能撑起一片天，
结果，他还是。。。不知道该怎么讲。。。
我只能说时间只是一种缓冲剂，
一对恋人相爱 ，如果能用时间的长短来计算吗？
我觉得不能，因为有些人需要很长的时间去爱上一个人，
有些人可能只需一秒就能爱上一个人了，
那么还能够说时间的长短，来衡量你们相爱的程度吗？
还比电影情节里，有些相爱很久的情侣，在遇到危机却也会露出本性，
难道还能说时间的长短能证明相爱的深浅吗？
前几天和家人一起去看IRON MAN 2,
好久都没跟爸妈一起去看戏了，
以前是他们带我去看，现在换我了，
我才发现，老爸和老妈真的老了许多，
尤其是老妈，最近才动手术回来，身体也大不如前了，
昨天肚子又有点痛，叫她去看医生又不要，真的很担心，
我什么却也不能做，因为我还不会赚钱，
真希望我以后可以赚很多钱，给她享受人生，
刚刚小舅打电话给妈妈，
说外婆病到满严重，肺积水，心脏又有点肿，
老妈明天要回去照顾她，
可是却不让我回去，要我留在家里看家。。。
真的很担心，今年对我来讲会是非常艰辛的一年，
我一定要咬紧牙关挨过去，一定要加油。。。

Holidays~~~

yeah...just finished my last subject less than 24hours ago,
so happy that another sem is passed already and here comes the holiday i expected...
so, i m just hope that this holidays can let take a very very good rest and relax...
i want to eat as much as i can,
just because this sem is really so suck for me....
i m totally lost my appetite and many unexpected things just happened all around me....
i m just so tired and fed up to many things,
this time i m really tired and no more smile than ever before already,
just hope that this sem break i can gain back a bit of my weight although i know there is not so much different as i gain 2 or 3 kgs,
i want to go to watch IP MAN 2 and IRON MAN 2,
maybe i will watch them alone by myself,
but it doesn't matter,
cause i m quite enjoy go cinema watch movie alone,
i m now really quite get used to it already,
cause alone is more suitable for me...
Just hope to see ur smile and hear your voice again...
even in my dream i also don't mind...
well, is just my imagination and as i say is in my dream...
so this won't become true again although i had it before....
nitez.......

不知所措中。。。

我靠~~~
E-commerce真是他娘的闷啊，
都是一些虚拟的东东，
看两页就想睡觉，
都不知道拜三要怎么考，
你明天会回来，
很替你感到开心，
知道你回来找朋友玩，
我想我应该还是很难开口跟你讲话，
所以还是把我的眼睛再眯一点吧。。。
希望你接下来的几天玩得尽兴吧。。。

Missing 1 piece of puzzle...

Today i m just finished my third subject,
HRM=human resource management,
what kind of suck subject it is, study so many things and for the section A,
I totally don't know what i m wrote, just using my common sense and try to bluff it,
Although bluffing is the thing i m always do, this time really don't what i m bluffing...
Wondering this subject is Harm Richard Mati or Mad....
really is suck and sick....
Never mind, still left 1 subject then i can totally free my soul after that....

Wondering you doing what now,
Just saw many people pm wrote about you and wondering what was your feeling at that moment....
My memory is just flashback since that day we met up at the 1st time,
If the time really can go back, i m sure i will do the thing what i wanted to do at that moment....
Now there is a piece of puzzle in my heart is missing,
i m just wondering if i could ever find it back....
Still remember my friends told me,
My smile is true and happy just like in heaven at that moment,
Now i never gonna find back that smile again,
i m really can't like that again without you....
Distance is not only 700km, is more far than that....